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And so, it has been nearly one and a half month since I officially graduated from my one year matriculation program /well, physically but not mentally.Why ?? It's because the result ain't out yet until a few days ago 5/6/14 (thursday) .I actually get to know my results the night before that because links and updates of matriculation students checking their results was circulating my facebook newsfeed and non the less, my whasapp account :0 i've been trying to avoid it as much as possible because I did Kinda badly for my business paper. and yea.. thats what coward ppl do----> avoid facing the reality . However, want it or not ,the moment to face the music finally approached. FORTUNATELY, i did it again !  This time is definitely a close call for me. I've never been so scared in my life when it comes to EXAM. As you can see, exam is not my thing *i doubt it is anyone's LOL*

Its hard to describe that fleet moment ive been through its like from hell to heaven.One second i was in a worry,anxious till death state and the other second i was on cloud nine . The sense of freedom this time REAL FREEDOM which marks the end of my matriculation .The results being announced actually cut off any link i have left with matriculation and this time its really an end . yayyyyyyy or nayyyyyy ??? 

WHATEVER hahhaaaaa... and life have been so NOT PRODUCTIVE after matriculation. basically i rot at home during weekdays and all i did was part time jobs for only 2 weekends .So frankly speaking, i am in a jobless state now . Its not that i am that horrible to be unemployed , its just that i haven't put in any effort to seek for a job after working for 2 consecutive weekends. 2 weekends and i am exhausted . This is really a thing to be concern of. I mean "HOW AM I ABLE TO GO THROUGH 30 YEARS OR MORE OF NON STOP WORKING ????"

This is the current phenomena of young adults .Being well sheltered and protected all these time and all of sudden stepping into adulthood or aka the harsh reality.I knew all this time that money is hard to be earned , but what i did not know is that it could be this HARDDDD....

My first job ----> Promoter for 3 days 

TADAAA!! my first official job ever * not that official though because no EPF and SOCSO yet * i stumbled upon this job through a website asiaparttime.com its the best website for me anyway so it can be an excuse for me to be jobless now haha.Okay the application for this job is SUPERRR easy . just send an email along with your full name , IC and a photo and THATS IT ! i was curious about applying online at first because it is infamous that the internet is where traps are set and danger lurking around but then it hit me "why not try it out?" since it requires name ,IC and a photo only which is a not so private and confidential thing about me. And call me the lucky one because I got the job and its under a reliable company "Bel Kitchen "

My job scope is just distributing flyers and a brief introduction about "Aluminium kitchen cabinet " I have been repeating the same phase for 3 days and I can definitely memorize it well .

   Me: Hi sir , come have a look at our aluminium kitchen cabinet.

          100% aluminium .first in penang 

         Water resIStant .Termite ReSiStant and have 10 years WARRANTY !

yea,, that's what have been coming out from my mouth for the 3 days, i wonder if i did that in my sleep too haha. The Pay is RM10 /hour and so i get a total of RM300 for working 3 days ! and the leg,shoulder, back ache i've gone through is undoubtedly worth it . I considered myself lucky to be employed under a good boss even its just for a short period . Lunch and dinner was provided and why i mentioned is because SCRUMPTIOUS lunch and dinner were provided. BIG packet of tasty nasi kandar and drinks for lunch and for dinner , chicken teriyaki and sometimes chatime as well ! Seriosuly you cant find this kind of offer out there .

 

My second one will be uniqlo gurney plaza. Not for long, just as a temporary worker during their opening. The pay is RM8/hour obviously lesser than my first job.worked my ass off in the storeroom and getting paid lesser hahaa.. that's why never put your hopes too high XD. my part time job was getting from rm10/hour---> RM8 ----->RM5. and my current part-time job which i pulled myself through nearly a month.

FOR GOD'S SAKE.. WORKING IS TEDIOUS AND BORING....i lost count of how many times i actually thought of quitting. BUT, this is life and life have to go on. There are a lot of jobless people out there and yet here i am , complaining. i can't believe i made it through a month! the saying that goes "You don't know what you can do/endure until you reached a stage when u have no choice but to move on" is apt. although its not a really big achievement , but all the baby steps counts right? haha  going to get my pay really soon :) Teeheee .

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Matriculation in Malaysia (Matrikulasi)

Well, i remember last year during may, i was facing a tough time in making a life changing decision for my further studies. I was caught in a dilemma between matriculation,STPM or A-levels. After searching online,asking seniors and of course after discussing with all my friends . I've decided to go for matriculation which i did not regret,well for now . One sole disadvantage of taking matriculation is you can't take control of your own choice .Like what i am facing now. everything is still uncertain and now i am "rotting" at home waiting for the interviews from IPTAs and that's not it,even getting an interview doesn't assure you in getting the course you preferred . It all depends on luck is all i can say for now. Despite all those, matriculation still bring a whole lot of benefits !!

FIRST ! you get monthly allowance of RM250 and for bursary students ,around RM500 !! wow !!that certainly is a big burden off your parent's shoulder !

Next ! experiencing boarding school life . Most non-bumi out there like me ,have never tried out boarding schools. This is the opportunity guys !!! My parents actually say they were less worried about me compared to my sister who is studying in KL. =.= well i couldn't agree more .for my matriculation which was held in Negeri Sembilan (KMNS) is located in a small town called Kuala Pilah a.k.a the driest region in Malaysia :0 but no worries, kuala pilah is not that DRY or HOT. I mean I never faced any severe water shortage living there for onelooooong year . And i am staying in C4 which is on top of a small hill .Trust me , you definitely need your blanket sleeping at night.Its super cold especially during rainy days,I even wore jacket and socks sometimes. BUT during the afternoon..HAHAHA you feel like burning in hell !okay i am just being exaggerate .

Here are some picture of  my life in Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan KMNS

                                                                  My classmates A4P4

                                                            Ping Pong competition

                                                   during hari penghargaan thingy haha

                                                        Jamuan at my monitor's house :)

                                                       the "Sakura" season in KMNS

                                         Dewan Serbaguna "DSG" all the events wil be held here. trust me, it is very very extremely horiibly HOT in there :0 but who cares. haha as long as there is wifi access

                                            The Pengarah of KMNS

                                            Ma best buddy in Kuliah <3 a="" her="" lot="" miss="" p="">

                                                             Tutorial class

                                                                     Punjabi day

                                                                       Dewan Kuliah

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Flashback 2013

2013..hmm.. what a year it is,oops i mean WAS. Time flies without us being aware of and time is slipping through our fingers . Unbelievably I am going to be 19 this year 2014. 19 ! oh my gosh i can still recall back during my childhood time whenever i see a big sister in college i will think wow this jie jie is so big ! never had it crossed my mind that it will be my turn so soon. And remember those days we just can't wait to grow up ? well now i just hope that i can STOP growing up. 

Not only the undoubtedly physical changes exp:wrinkles , white hair, pain in the joints etc is holding me back from growing up but the fact that growing up makes us see things more clearly and not to mention reveal ourselves to the cruelity of living . Being happy is getting harder in the journey of growing up . we don't get easily satisfied for what we have and we always want MORE. Remember those days when i was a kid , an ice cream , a vitagen , a barbie doll,cutting my barbie's hair ,having a toy phone and even playing "cooking" all by my own can make my day :) just ...all these little things can be a pleasure of life . 

Well, i should stop being so pessimistic . i mean its so not me XD haha growing up have its pros and cons though :) such as, growing up is CHALLENGING ! you get to try those amazing things that you've never imagine you will be doing , discover ,gaining experience and being mature :) 2013 was definitely an important and significant year that will never lose its place in my memory ..

2013. a year with mixture of joy and sorrow and the year i've learnt that itstime for me to grow up.Behold dear readers, here's my story named 2013.*drums rolling * 

In the beginning of 2013, i went for National Service which i never had thought i will be going in my whole life . However i never regret for doing so. Exclude those sleepless, homesick and torturing nighst during the first week ,that 3 months was fun and exciting . first, i get to meet a lot of friends from different race, state and family backgrounds it was indeed new for me .

after coming back from NS, i've been a Princess at home for a few weeks before i stepped on a journey, i mean vacation *coz journey sounds too formal :0*to....................................

and my first ever visit to..

Tokyo Disneyland !!! omo just realised i still havent uploaded the pictures .

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Right after i came back from Japan , without enough time for me to harvest my "loot", i headed to 

it was a 360 degree change from my previous schooling life with me changing to art stream and with me being the only chinese in my class. It was undeniably torturing and hard for me to adapt during the 1st months . i coudn't remember how many times i've actually cried and begging my mum to bring me home for A levels . But eventually i juts ADAPTED myself without having a choice . Well, since everyone can cope with it , why not me ? its not like i am going to be stuck there forever ,Just oneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee looooooooooong yearrrrrr ahead :) and yes ! i met a bunch of crazy fellas there and my caring classmates .

and I actually performed traditional chinese dance :0

i spent the rest of my 2013 peacefully BORING in KMNS. until....

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one of my best friend got sick :( its my first encounter of best buddy falling sick and honestly i hate it.

Get well soon and i believe she can do it :) coz she's a nike fan haha JUST DO IT !

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and my 18th birthday which was held during my Semester 1 EXAM . G.R.E.A.T

My belated birthday version  haha

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 and my first KTM ride! speaking the truth , i thought that KTM was a kind of bus initially and i was so shocked when i realized i was being dropped at a train komuter station ! however the first impression was a few thumbs up ! coz they just changed a new Komuter a year before. and it was wayyyyyy better than what i had in my mind about public transports in Malaysia haha ^^

First pic taken on the KTM with shao en .

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there's more!! i actually got some achievements in the competitions i've joined and believe it or not its  peringkat negeri haha state level :0 W.O.W i could,t believe it myself either haha

mine was the right top corner sketch.

and my scrabble competition

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 not to forget , I've learnt to DRIVE !!! haha beware of my car and make sure you do not honk me coz the truth is , i scold and curse a lot while driving 

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 its giving myself a pat in my back time..

summing up everything , 2013 had quite a lot of cherry pop-ed and more to come :) looking forward to 2014 !

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