Saturday, December 27, 2014

Struggles of every student facing examinations

I believe the utmost problem most of the student are facing is to deal with procrastination and lack of motivation. My exam is in less than a week and i slept for 13 hours yesterday. I think the fact is, student tend to succumb into a hibernating mode whenever exam is just around the corner. SLEEPING is basically the ultimate health conscious excuse to escape the reality that EXAM is coming.

And again i am here complaining about my life. Which makes complaining an additional excuse to not study . I've been an EXTREME drama addict recently . I managed to finish a 16ep drama in a day time and no to mention the number of movies i've watched these few days.

Just had an impromptu short chat through phone with my elder sister . haha she is struggling to complete her assignments due in two days time . I believe every student have their own struggles.haha

I just wrote this post to got my self occupied from studying haha. NOT A GOOD THING.
gonna start studying tonight and i CAN do it ! I am actually a fast reader but it still depends on my mood. When the study mood is on , I read really fast and effectively as well . I've did this for the past 19 years and i believe i can do it !

STUDYING IS EASY hhaahaaaaaaaaaaaa..................................

BYE , SEE YA IN 12/1


Wednesday, December 24, 2014

LAW SCHOOL AND PROCRASTINATION

One thing i hate and despise about myself is my lackadaisical attitude and the deep rooted procrastination. Being a law student doesn't change anything AT ALL. I was expecting some positive changes alongside with the change of study environment especially when being a student in a prestigious and highly respected university in Malaysia .

WHO ON EARTH can tell me what is going wrong ???

Despite having positive changes i am actually slacking behind. Ever since i stepped my foot into university , i become demotivated , lazy and less enthusiastic about incidents happening around me.

the major issue now is HOW CAN I SURVIVE FOUR FREAKING YEARS OF LAW SCHOOL ??
I got myself in a total mess by deciding to take up LAW.  I regret from time to time which i think most of law students do. However, in the edge of giving up , i still find a little spark in the small corner of my heart to pursue law. ARGHHH .. at times , i just hate myself . I feel like i have passion for nearly everything be it for law, medic, engineering , music . I don't really have a strong stand on what i really want to do in the future and this is one of the reason why i choose law. A secure path ?

Lawyer is a professional job and it actually opens up all doors. I have heard cases about lawyers becoming a designer, businessman, event planner , blablabla.. So conclusively , lawyer is eligible to pursue a career in any of the working field as long that it is not related to science.

GOSH, HOW MUCH I MISS BLOGGING . a channel to express my doubts, frustration , desperation ....... and i realized my english proficiency actually deteriorates :0 despite my pursuing subject are all conducted in English. SEE THIS IS WHY I AM SO LOST.

Today is CHRISTMAS DAY. It is suppose to be a festive season where 19year old's like me are suppose to be outside celebrating , not sitting in front of a computer complaining to the... computer,
Christmas this year also marks the end of my Study break which i didnt study AT ALL.

I actually saw one of my batchmate's facebook post stating that her family and friends suggested that she has to take a break from her incessant studies, but she feels guilty and went back to study after 5 minutes of break :0 ME on the other hand , CONTRADICTS with her case . I won't feel guilty for not studying *until the day before exam. this attitude is so deep rooted and has been a part of me since like FOREVER.

If christmas Wishes do come true, I wish that
...I can survive law school and achieve the minimum pointer for my scholarship so that it won't be terminated and of coz I hope that odds will always be in favour for all my beloved family and friends and a blessing of health and wealth for those i love and care about,

Merry Christmas and a happy new year in advanced. New year, new resolutions*as if resolutions actually works*

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