wat is life actually ?????
in my opinion, life is just the waiting of death to come ....
we live to wait until our last moments to come...isn't it??
This holiday ...March
i realized something i nvr thought be 4 ...which is life...
this holiday was suppose to be fun and interesting ...
but ...for me ..its the TORTURING HOLIDAY .....
i just wanna express my feelings here .......
I HATE TO STUDY !!! HATE HATE HATE !!! REALLY HATE..
WHY DO WE HAVE TO STUDY ??
SOME SAY ITS USEFUL FOR OUR FUTURE ....DUH...
DO U THINK SEJARAH IS IMPORTANT ???
DO U THINK "MING JU JING HUA " IS IMPORTANT ???
DO U THINK SIVIK IS IMPORTANT ??
DO U THINK MORAL DEFINISI IS IMPORTANT ??
MORAL IS SUPPOSE TO BE TEST THROUGH PRACTICaL NOT THEORY ...OKAY ??
i m soooo lost !! and frustrated ...ans of course felling STRESS !!
its THURSDAY ... holiday is goin to end in 3 days time ...
but... i just studied SCIENCE chapter 1 to 4.4
OMG ... i m in a hot soup now.... how can i finish my studies??
honestly..
RECENTLY, I FIND NO PASSION IN READING ....
reading is like a torturing to me ..
they say if we want to be good in studies... first... we must love to study
BUT I CANT FIND MY LOVE IN STUDIES !!!!
everytime i study ... those things i read just went into my mind for just a few sec thn it dissapears ... i can hardly remember wat i've just studied...
my mind is totally BLANK !!
Oh god... i really need ur help here .....pls ....help me ..................................................................................................................................................................
.....LIFE IS JUST SO MEANINGLESS.......
