Life = Meaningless

wat is life actually ?????
in my opinion, life is just the waiting of death to come ....
we live to wait until our last moments to come...isn't it??

This holiday ...March
i realized something i nvr thought be 4 ...which is life...
this holiday was suppose to be fun and interesting ...
but ...for me ..its the TORTURING HOLIDAY .....

i just wanna express my feelings here .......

I HATE TO STUDY !!! HATE HATE HATE !!! REALLY HATE..
WHY DO WE HAVE TO STUDY ??
SOME SAY ITS USEFUL FOR OUR FUTURE ....DUH...
DO U THINK SEJARAH IS IMPORTANT ???
DO U THINK "MING JU JING HUA " IS IMPORTANT ???
DO U THINK SIVIK IS IMPORTANT ??
DO U THINK MORAL DEFINISI IS IMPORTANT ??

MORAL IS SUPPOSE TO BE TEST THROUGH PRACTICaL NOT THEORY ...OKAY ??

i m soooo lost !! and frustrated ...ans of course felling STRESS !!

its THURSDAY ... holiday is goin to end in 3 days time ...
but... i just studied SCIENCE chapter 1 to 4.4
OMG ... i m in a hot soup now.... how can i finish my studies??

honestly..
RECENTLY, I FIND NO PASSION IN READING ....

reading is like a torturing to me ..
they say if we want to be good in studies... first... we must love to study

BUT I CANT FIND MY LOVE IN STUDIES !!!!

everytime i study ... those things i read just went into my mind for just a few sec thn it dissapears ... i can hardly remember wat i've just studied...

my mind is totally BLANK !!

Oh god... i really need ur help here .....pls ....help me ..................................................................................................................................................................
.....LIFE IS JUST SO MEANINGLESS.......

MY LOVE

suddenly found the enthusiasm in updating my bloggie!!

1) I LOVE TO LAUGH
2) I LOVE TO SLEEP
3) I LOVE TO EAT
4) I LOVE TO BULLY MY SISTER
5) I LOVE VIOLIN
6) I LOVE MY FAMILY
7) I LOVE MY COUSINS
8) I LOVE MY FRIENDS (FOREVER 10)
9) I LOVE JOLLY
10)I LOVE BASKETBALL
11)I LOVE BADMINTON
12)I LOVE NET BALL
13)I LOVE TO BITE MY FINGERNAILS
14)I LOVE TO LAUGH AT MY SISTER
15)I LOVE TO "PELLY" EVERYONE
16)I LOVE T-SHIRTS ONLY
17)I LOVE PANTS
18)I LOVE BLUE
19)I LOVE K2A
20)I LOVE MY FISH
21)I LOVE PLAYING GAMES
22)I LOVE MY NIKE BOTTLE
23)I LOVE MY PENCIL BOX
24)I LOVE MY PILLOW
25)I LOVE MY BED
26)I LOVE MY WATCH
27)I LOVE CNY
28)I LOVE CHRISTMAS
29)I LOVE TO TRAVEL EVERYWHERE
30)I LOVE MY SELF



31)I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS!!!!

sometimes...bad things can turn good !!!

okay.....its been the 4th time i went to my beloved cinema WITHOUT TICKETS AVAILABLE...
tats it !! lets just hav a SPLENDID dinner at SUSHI KING ......
it went on and on .....eat and eat and eat..... went home...

ACTUALLY ITS NOT HOME!!!
its a CARNIVAL !!! wheeeee......................

sooo damn lucky plus excited ..
went there & found a GOOD PLACE FOR PARKING OUR CAR
next...
they open their entrance just as we reach there !!

OMGOMGOMG !!!!!!!!!


first ..its the MY ASTRO & MY FM hosts (which i dont really interested in)

2nd.... hmm..let me recall back....

REMEMBERED!!!the ASTRO XING XIU DA SAI THREE FiNALIST singing their song which i dont any of it ...

the beginning session was like a pil tat makes me drowsy...yawn...yawn...

....YAWN...

later on.. its "CINDY YEN"u know who she is???( b'cause i dont know) but she is pretty !! soo pretty !!!
she sang a song which she is suppose to sing wiv JAY CHOU ....but ....
JAY CHOU substitute was DANIEL LEE ...

" A BIG YAWN AGAIN "

thn...its the whoever it is "katoon network"?????

just dont bother it.....

okay...the exciting part is coming !!!
its DONG YU ZHE ~~!!!!!!!!!(erm... why am i sooo happy ??i dont really know them )
blablabla........

next ..i think its "GENIE ZHUO"( mayb i spelled her name wrongly)^^
OMG !! she's sooo damn cute !!!!!+ pretty + adorable+ many many more!!!

next its DANIEL LEE AGN ..

the moment i am waiting was finally here !!!!!!!!!

"SHEN MU YU TONG " ARGHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"WEI LE NI ER HUO !! BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA!!!

they really made part of the "drowsy people" become more energetic !!!!
the crowd gone mad !! which clude me and my sista ^^

thn we gtg home... its "late" u know..haha

okay..tats all for my 27 february 2010... bye,...

PS : the sequences r partly INACCURATE !!haha !!

BTW ..BYE BYE CNY !! BYE BYE ... I WILL MISS U ...


"WO WEI LE CHINESE NEW YEAR ER HUO" bye.............................................................
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