Struggles of every student facing examinations

I believe the utmost problem most of the student are facing is to deal with procrastination and lack of motivation. My exam is in less than a week and i slept for 13 hours yesterday. I think the fact is, student tend to succumb into a hibernating mode whenever exam is just around the corner. SLEEPING is basically the ultimate health conscious excuse to escape the reality that EXAM is coming.

And again i am here complaining about my life. Which makes complaining an additional excuse to not study . I've been an EXTREME drama addict recently . I managed to finish a 16ep drama in a day time and no to mention the number of movies i've watched these few days.

Just had an impromptu short chat through phone with my elder sister . haha she is struggling to complete her assignments due in two days time . I believe every student have their own struggles.haha

I just wrote this post to got my self occupied from studying haha. NOT A GOOD THING.
gonna start studying tonight and i CAN do it ! I am actually a fast reader but it still depends on my mood. When the study mood is on , I read really fast and effectively as well . I've did this for the past 19 years and i believe i can do it !

STUDYING IS EASY hhaahaaaaaaaaaaaa..................................

BYE , SEE YA IN 12/1

LAW SCHOOL AND PROCRASTINATION

One thing i hate and despise about myself is my lackadaisical attitude and the deep rooted procrastination. Being a law student doesn't change anything AT ALL. I was expecting some positive changes alongside with the change of study environment especially when being a student in a prestigious and highly respected university in Malaysia .

WHO ON EARTH can tell me what is going wrong ???

Despite having positive changes i am actually slacking behind. Ever since i stepped my foot into university , i become demotivated , lazy and less enthusiastic about incidents happening around me.

the major issue now is HOW CAN I SURVIVE FOUR FREAKING YEARS OF LAW SCHOOL ??
I got myself in a total mess by deciding to take up LAW.  I regret from time to time which i think most of law students do. However, in the edge of giving up , i still find a little spark in the small corner of my heart to pursue law. ARGHHH .. at times , i just hate myself . I feel like i have passion for nearly everything be it for law, medic, engineering , music . I don't really have a strong stand on what i really want to do in the future and this is one of the reason why i choose law. A secure path ?

Lawyer is a professional job and it actually opens up all doors. I have heard cases about lawyers becoming a designer, businessman, event planner , blablabla.. So conclusively , lawyer is eligible to pursue a career in any of the working field as long that it is not related to science.

GOSH, HOW MUCH I MISS BLOGGING . a channel to express my doubts, frustration , desperation ....... and i realized my english proficiency actually deteriorates :0 despite my pursuing subject are all conducted in English. SEE THIS IS WHY I AM SO LOST.

Today is CHRISTMAS DAY. It is suppose to be a festive season where 19year old's like me are suppose to be outside celebrating , not sitting in front of a computer complaining to the... computer,
Christmas this year also marks the end of my Study break which i didnt study AT ALL.

I actually saw one of my batchmate's facebook post stating that her family and friends suggested that she has to take a break from her incessant studies, but she feels guilty and went back to study after 5 minutes of break :0 ME on the other hand , CONTRADICTS with her case . I won't feel guilty for not studying *until the day before exam. this attitude is so deep rooted and has been a part of me since like FOREVER.

If christmas Wishes do come true, I wish that
...I can survive law school and achieve the minimum pointer for my scholarship so that it won't be terminated and of coz I hope that odds will always be in favour for all my beloved family and friends and a blessing of health and wealth for those i love and care about,

Merry Christmas and a happy new year in advanced. New year, new resolutions*as if resolutions actually works*

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South Korea in July (Day 2 ) Yong Pyong, Mount Sorak

South Korea Day 2 

Right behind Yongpyong resort , there's a HUGE green field as u can see in the picure below.the slope on that small hill behind me is going to be used for skiing purpose during winter .Well during summer time , the slope is just ...well... a slope haha. The field is simply magnificent which means its time to snap some pictures :)

Our first destination for the day will be Mount Sorak .To our dismay , the mist after the rain was too heavy that we can barely enjoy the view from the top of the mountain.So when u ask me how was mount sorak, well... i don't think ive been there before :( however , the cool air is refreshing .I'll take that as a positive outcome haha

oh yea,, did i mention that yong pyong is the filming location for the hit drama winter sonata ( which i didn't watch before) so, me being a tourist shall just pretend like i knew the drama and snap some pictures with a delightful expression :)

Farm

i am so lazy to do this haha bye for now 

South Korea in July 한국 (Day 1) everland, Yongpyong

After one looooong year of being confined in Malaysia, the trip i've long awaited have finally came ! which is now....well... overT.T  have to wait for one more year till my next annual vacation with my family which is still not a guarantee to happen next year because i will be in university soon and it will be very hard to squeeze  a slot out of the cramped schedule T.T 

Well, enough of all those pessimistic thoughts , instead i am pretty excited to blog about my short visit to south korea .

DAY 1

(24/7/14 wednesday)

My day starts off on a freaking boring plane. Flight departs at 8.55 pm from Penang---->Kuala Lumpur  then waited for nearly 4 hours for transit to South Korea . Well, not to forget KLIA2 is freaking enormous it takes a long walk to reach the gate, so better start walking an hour before schedule, better safe than sorry rite ? the flight from KUL to Incheon airport in south korea took nearly 6 hours but since its a midnight flight, time passes by in your sleep. but not for me, i can't really master "sit sleeping" my neck hurts a lot haha.

The flight is pretty uncomfortable because i can barely stretch my loooong legs XD but its air asia x, low cost airline what can u expect from the price u are paying ? i will still choose airasia for my next flight *a hardcore fan here* 

The flight arrived at incheon airport approximately around 10am local time (Korea time is one hour faster than malaysia's) Tour guide gave us an hour to fill our empty stomach in the airport . we had a tough time choosing what to have as our first meal in korea but we ended up eating Mc donalds ..i know..so cliche . haha thats me and my bacon mc muffin .you can't find it in Malaysia though .

We were supposed to be visiting nami island but there's been a change in the schedule which we headed to Everland right after we alight the plane .Frankly speaking i am annoyed and very unhappy with the sudden change of schedule . I am so not prepared for theme park which was suppose to be on the third day.

The journey took about 2 hours and i slept throughout the whole journey. I can see other tour members were sleeping too after the long flight . Well and so we reached Everland on a RAINY DAY . the moment we reached , it rained like cats and dogs. MOOD to have fun was like literally turned-off ,not only mine but everyone else's as well..

This is how everland looks like (not really tempting during rainy season)

Our first stop which is also the only activity available in that weather is the safari ride . It totally lightened up my mood ! one thing good about rainy days is that there was no queue AT ALL ! the tour guide tried to comfort all of us by emphasizing how long the queue usually takes on normal days which is nearly 2 hours .

we boarded a bus which looks like this 

In the jungle the mighty jungle, the lion sleeps tonight haha

The safari is famous for its Liger (lion+tiger) i did not manage to grab a picture of it but for me it looks normal. haha the highlight of the safari tour is non other than the BEARS ! the bears are huge and taller than human but it's cuteness is simply OVERLOADED the bear literally stood up beside you and lean against the window of the safari bus .The cutest part is the way it runs to catch up with the bus driver for some snacks ! two thumbs up for this ! 

After the safari excursion, miracle happened ! the rain stops !! wheee which means its PARTYYYY TIMEE !! it took some time for all the outdoor activities to resume its operation so we used this moment to grab some snacks and of course snap some pictures. one thing bad about being on a tour is that time is not flexible . We were only given around 3 hours in a theme park..=.= i was like WTH. i can spend more than 5 hours in a local theme park but this!! i can spend a lot more time here. 

But again, luck is on our side this time.during rainy season,the number of visitors DECREASES a lot ! i've never been to a theme park this empty , the longest queue is only 20 minutes ! compared to the 2 hour queue i had in Japan tokyo disneyland , this is just simply amazing. we get to try out all those thrilling games and rollercoaster except for one T.T which is the spotlight of everland ..it only operates when its about time for us to leave T.T i heard that it was a must try ! remember to try it our first when u visit everland !

This is also a must try !

After visitng everland, we headed to kimchi making .for me it's nothing special, just some normal cooking .but since we are in korea , we have to immerse in their culture .

the tired-looking me with my kimchi

after kimchi making, we went for an activity that everyone will be doing in korea ( WEARING HANBOK)

which also means PHOTO TIME

sorry, i just have to be well.. ME ?

TADAA !! its dinner time !!! time for some MEAT !

We checked-in at Yongpyong Resort which has a relaxing and calm atmosphere . FYI 2018 winter olympics will be held here ! Yongpyong district will be crowded during winter because everyone basically flood here for ski-ing .As for summer, there's not much activity to here but there's a small theme park for kids, a temporary one. The park behind the hotel is fascinating and during the night time ,parents bring their children, rent a scooter and ride around the park. The chilly fresh air makes the atmosphere even more "calmfull" (officially out of vocabulary to describe atmosphere)

sneak peek of yongpyong resort !


\Thats all for Day 1!
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Whats happening

And so, it has been nearly one and a half month since I officially graduated from my one year matriculation program /well, physically but not mentally.Why ?? It's because the result ain't out yet until a few days ago 5/6/14 (thursday) .I actually get to know my results the night before that because links and updates of matriculation students checking their results was circulating my facebook newsfeed and non the less, my whasapp account :0 i've been trying to avoid it as much as possible because I did Kinda badly for my business paper. and yea.. thats what coward ppl do----> avoid facing the reality . However, want it or not ,the moment to face the music finally approached. FORTUNATELY, i did it again !  This time is definitely a close call for me. I've never been so scared in my life when it comes to EXAM. As you can see, exam is not my thing *i doubt it is anyone's LOL*

Its hard to describe that fleet moment ive been through its like from hell to heaven.One second i was in a worry,anxious till death state and the other second i was on cloud nine . The sense of freedom this time REAL FREEDOM which marks the end of my matriculation .The results being announced actually cut off any link i have left with matriculation and this time its really an end . yayyyyyyy or nayyyyyy ??? 

WHATEVER hahhaaaaa... and life have been so NOT PRODUCTIVE after matriculation. basically i rot at home during weekdays and all i did was part time jobs for only 2 weekends .So frankly speaking, i am in a jobless state now . Its not that i am that horrible to be unemployed , its just that i haven't put in any effort to seek for a job after working for 2 consecutive weekends. 2 weekends and i am exhausted . This is really a thing to be concern of. I mean "HOW AM I ABLE TO GO THROUGH 30 YEARS OR MORE OF NON STOP WORKING ????"

This is the current phenomena of young adults .Being well sheltered and protected all these time and all of sudden stepping into adulthood or aka the harsh reality.I knew all this time that money is hard to be earned , but what i did not know is that it could be this HARDDDD....

My first job ----> Promoter for 3 days 

TADAAA!! my first official job ever * not that official though because no EPF and SOCSO yet * i stumbled upon this job through a website asiaparttime.com its the best website for me anyway so it can be an excuse for me to be jobless now haha.Okay the application for this job is SUPERRR easy . just send an email along with your full name , IC and a photo and THATS IT ! i was curious about applying online at first because it is infamous that the internet is where traps are set and danger lurking around but then it hit me "why not try it out?" since it requires name ,IC and a photo only which is a not so private and confidential thing about me. And call me the lucky one because I got the job and its under a reliable company "Bel Kitchen "

My job scope is just distributing flyers and a brief introduction about "Aluminium kitchen cabinet " I have been repeating the same phase for 3 days and I can definitely memorize it well .

   Me: Hi sir , come have a look at our aluminium kitchen cabinet.

          100% aluminium .first in penang 

         Water resIStant .Termite ReSiStant and have 10 years WARRANTY !

yea,, that's what have been coming out from my mouth for the 3 days, i wonder if i did that in my sleep too haha. The Pay is RM10 /hour and so i get a total of RM300 for working 3 days ! and the leg,shoulder, back ache i've gone through is undoubtedly worth it . I considered myself lucky to be employed under a good boss even its just for a short period . Lunch and dinner was provided and why i mentioned is because SCRUMPTIOUS lunch and dinner were provided. BIG packet of tasty nasi kandar and drinks for lunch and for dinner , chicken teriyaki and sometimes chatime as well ! Seriosuly you cant find this kind of offer out there .

 

My second one will be uniqlo gurney plaza. Not for long, just as a temporary worker during their opening. The pay is RM8/hour obviously lesser than my first job.worked my ass off in the storeroom and getting paid lesser hahaa.. that's why never put your hopes too high XD. my part time job was getting from rm10/hour---> RM8 ----->RM5. and my current part-time job which i pulled myself through nearly a month.

FOR GOD'S SAKE.. WORKING IS TEDIOUS AND BORING....i lost count of how many times i actually thought of quitting. BUT, this is life and life have to go on. There are a lot of jobless people out there and yet here i am , complaining. i can't believe i made it through a month! the saying that goes "You don't know what you can do/endure until you reached a stage when u have no choice but to move on" is apt. although its not a really big achievement , but all the baby steps counts right? haha  going to get my pay really soon :) Teeheee .

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Matriculation in Malaysia (Matrikulasi)

Well, i remember last year during may, i was facing a tough time in making a life changing decision for my further studies. I was caught in a dilemma between matriculation,STPM or A-levels. After searching online,asking seniors and of course after discussing with all my friends . I've decided to go for matriculation which i did not regret,well for now . One sole disadvantage of taking matriculation is you can't take control of your own choice .Like what i am facing now. everything is still uncertain and now i am "rotting" at home waiting for the interviews from IPTAs and that's not it,even getting an interview doesn't assure you in getting the course you preferred . It all depends on luck is all i can say for now. Despite all those, matriculation still bring a whole lot of benefits !!

FIRST ! you get monthly allowance of RM250 and for bursary students ,around RM500 !! wow !!that certainly is a big burden off your parent's shoulder !

Next ! experiencing boarding school life . Most non-bumi out there like me ,have never tried out boarding schools. This is the opportunity guys !!! My parents actually say they were less worried about me compared to my sister who is studying in KL. =.= well i couldn't agree more .for my matriculation which was held in Negeri Sembilan (KMNS) is located in a small town called Kuala Pilah a.k.a the driest region in Malaysia :0 but no worries, kuala pilah is not that DRY or HOT. I mean I never faced any severe water shortage living there for onelooooong year . And i am staying in C4 which is on top of a small hill .Trust me , you definitely need your blanket sleeping at night.Its super cold especially during rainy days,I even wore jacket and socks sometimes. BUT during the afternoon..HAHAHA you feel like burning in hell !okay i am just being exaggerate .

Here are some picture of  my life in Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan KMNS

                                                                  My classmates A4P4

                                                            Ping Pong competition

                                                   during hari penghargaan thingy haha

                                                        Jamuan at my monitor's house :)

                                                       the "Sakura" season in KMNS

                                         Dewan Serbaguna "DSG" all the events wil be held here. trust me, it is very very extremely horiibly HOT in there :0 but who cares. haha as long as there is wifi access

                                            The Pengarah of KMNS

                                            Ma best buddy in Kuliah <3 a="" her="" lot="" miss="" p="">

                                                             Tutorial class

                                                                     Punjabi day

                                                                       Dewan Kuliah

                                                             *Off* sorry too lazy haha feel free to ask me about matriculation :)